Bad Secret

I remember the time when I held a bad secret.  I had this horrible feeling in my stomach every time I saw the person that the secret was about.  I was nervous and scared that it wouldn't slip out of my mouth.  I also hoped that I wouldn't be giving any hints that I knew because of the way I was reacting.  I used to lay down in my bed at night just thinking of ways that I could tell the person that I knew.  But I wanted to do it in a way that he would understand.  I was in such a dilemma.